Time vs. Logic

When some people begin their families, they worry so much about the "perfect time." Adoption is no different; only there is another part of the puzzle, finding the money to facilitate the legal aspect of adoption. Now would be a great time to add a child to our little family, we have the space, the love, and the desire, but the funds simply aren't there, and I'm not ready to leave Liam to work full time. We feel exceptionally blessed that we even have the option for one of us to stay home, and I want to be with him as much as possible. When we're ready we'll be ready, but sadly now just isn't the time. It's hard to admit that, but I know being at home with Liam is more important. I'm working on my graduate degree during naps and some evenings, but Keith and I like that I am here for Liam.

We have had a lot of ups and downs this year. This spring we were so ready to begin the process, and we thought that was where were heading, but now we are realizing, again, that it is in God's timing not ours. We won't ever fully understand the gravity of our timetables, but God has a plan and I know there is another little one that will join our family. Perhaps the hardest part is watching others gain new additions to their family, but something I know to be very true is that each life is such a blessing. Liam coming into our lives and making us a family completed us in ways I still can't even comprehend. I just keep reminding myself that I need to be thankful for what I have and that there is a reason for everything. Plus, it is rather nice to hold a baby for a little while and then give them back when they are upset or make a mess in their drawers.

Our current project right now is potty training. Liam is a bit stubborn in that department, but he is trying his best. I just think he really doesn't think about it when he has to go. After all, he has been doing the same thing for three years. Hopefully by the end of the summer he can graduate to underpants.

Thanks for following us and please continue to pray for all those children in our world waiting for families and families waiting for them.