Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Complexity

As each day passes we get closer and closer to the reason we started out on this journey. Growing up I knew the World was much bigger than I could really grasp. I'd lay in our front lawn on a summers evening staring at the vast sky and all the stars above it, and suddenly I'd feel that rush, that feeling of falling and I knew in that moment that this planet of ours was moving. As an adult I am still humbled by the completely unique and utter complexity of our world and everything that God has placed here. It's been mere weeks since we found out we were going to be parents, till we finally had that due date, and I am humbled again by the sheer velocity of my little world and all that God has in motion that leads to my truly blessed life. Every step forward we are getting closer. I find myself wanting to sprint to the end, but as with anything worth waiting for, I know we must find some way to pace our selves. Every little thing catches me in my stomach as I slowly realize that God has answered so many prayers. We can't wait to meet our son.

Just keep praying for our little miracle and for many other miracles for all parents waiting for their children to come from wherever.


I heard an interesting thing today, a forest is really one massive tree. As the roots beneath the trees we see connect and unify into one massive tree. Adoption is the merger of families coming together and merging from one common bond, our children.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

A Light at the End of the Tunnel

Our Monday's are usually spent just spending time together, playing games, going to parks, buying groceries, and making dinner from a new recipe. This Monday was tremendously different and completely and utterly perfect. Keith works Tuesday through Saturday and has Sunday and Monday off work. Sunday's are family days and Monday's are our Saturdays. We had just finished eating our lunch and started watching a movie when the music died down and we heard my phone ringing in the other room. By time Keith got to the phone  we had missed the call. He handed it to me and all I saw was "Building Blocks." I immediately recalled them, Denise got on the phone and said, "I have wonderful news." My heart truly stopped. We had been selected by a birth mother in Florida and she is having a boy in July. I had to gulp back the tears, because I didn't want to miss anything and I was half-shocked. Denise ran down the particulars and I tried to retain as much information as I could. I whispered to Keith at one point, "We've been picked", "It's a boy", "July." His smile was so big and his eyes were glassy too.

When we got off the phone we both cried and ran into read the medical statement. Over the next 48 hours we went over the medical information with our Doctor and he was so patient with us, I had a ton of questions and he answered each one. Then we formally accepted the "match", mailed the fees, and then began telling our family and friends our wonderful news. My  Mom cried and my Dad grinned ear to ear at the news of a boy. We called Keith's parents and they were so excited and had so many questions. Our extended family and friends were so happy too and lifted us up with kind words and many promises to keep praying that everything goes smoothly. We went out to eat Monday night to celebrate, I talked to my best friend for a few moments, but to see the relief in Keith's face was probably the best thing that calmed my fears and anxiety.

To me it seemed as if this news would never come at times, but now I realized I haven't really had to wait long at all. Not compared to most people. I suppose it goes back to me as a child waiting and waiting for Christmas morning to come, it was only eight hours to wait, but it always seemed like an eternity to me. We both feel so blessed right now and I am just trying to prepare myself for what is to come. I keep praying for the pregnancy to go well, for our baby boy to grow strong and healthy, and also for our Birth mother. I can't imagine how she is feeling right now, but I know she needs all our prayers right now. I hope in the coming months we can talk or exchange letters. I would really like to know her so I can tell our Baby boy about her some day when he asks.

Both of us would really like to thank all of you that have been following our blog these past few months, for all the prayers and well wishes. It's truly a miracle for us and our entire family. I know all those prayers truly had an impact on the speed of this journey. I hope you continue to follow us as we get closer to bringing our baby home and keep us all in your prayers! Thank you so much!

 

Keith & Amy

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